I've had twelve different surgerys in my life. The waiting is the hardest.
You are going to feel SOOOOOOOO much better!!!! I waited a year after I was diagnosed to get the surgery. I was in alot of pain and avoiding the inevitable! Just think of all the things you'll be able to do with your children when your done! They want you to feel better!
Re-section now days is honestly compared to most surgerys, pretty easy going. Especially lapro.
As long as you stay on top of your pain which isn't much of a problem... You'll do GREAT!
Just look at it as a vacation. Sombody to wait on you! A button to push when you need something and someone to come take your MENU!
Well wishes and prayers I'm sending to you!