It really sounds as if you have anticipatory anxiety. I have it too, always wondering what if. May I suggest you talk to your family doctor about
Xanax. I take the lowest dose .25mg and it really helps when my mind wants to take over and it stops the what if's. I am sure you will do fine, but that ol anticipatory likes to strike. Good luck and best wishes on your upcoming marriage. Hugs!
Gail*Nanners* Co-Moderator for Crohns Disease & Anxiety/Panic
Crohn's Disease for over 34 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, Calcium, Vit D, and Xanax prn. Resections in 2002 & 2005. Also diagnosed w/ Fibromyalgia, Osteoarthritis, & Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission, but my joints are going crazy!
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