Hey there, just someone else out there sharing your pain and frustration.
I am on a road of man troubles my self as well, and there isn't a day that goes by that my eyes are not filled with tears.
I am trying so hard to to keep a float "tredding water" and somedays I want to just wish it all away!
It's so hard....
One thing I do is I turn to music. Try it! Play all your favorite songs, and turn it up, way up, play it loud.
It seems to help me, kinda like a fix of a good medicine, it re-enforces my hope and builds up my strength a bit.
So find some good tunes and crank up the volume and it may help to wash away all the pain and tears!
Best of luck!
I feel you!
33 yr. old female CANADIAN
dx with UC October 1998
had temp j-pouch: '98-'99
disease free & back to norm: '99-'07
dx. with CD March 2009
Currently taking: Remicade mthly & Imarun
In my next life: I want to be a big beautiful oak tree or something like that... so I can live off of just sunshine and water.