Still feeling down about everything. Mum's not as ok with last weekend and the things i said as i thought. She's very quiet and hasn't offered to help me out as she normally would. I dont know, i guess i should just button my mouth and get on with it all. I just wish i could have the choice about where my life is going. I dont want to move. I really dont want to, but i wasnt even asked about it. I was just told she was moving so i have no choice.
Her fella is talking about buying a place next spring. We can move down in our own convienience, which knowing mum will be asap. I've asked for at least three months notice so i can move my healthcare and to be as close to the hospital i've chosen to help me when i have to get there on my own.
I have to start looking at the positives. Mum will be happy, i will have my own bathroom. We should have more money than we do now.
no real tlc's for me today, just dont have the energy. Spent most of yesterday in pain so didnt get dressed. Mum wasnt impressed.
Dx - Crohn's (2006), Depression (2010)
Currently - Humira fornightly, iron infusion weekly, B12 3 monthly, prenatal vits+minerals, 15mg prednisolone, calcium supplement, mirtazapine
Tried - aza, pentasa, questran, infliximab
No crohns' surgeries to date, Episcleritis for 3 weeks x 2, pains in hands, wrists, hips, lower back, knees and ankles
Allergic to Infliximab
Was at uni, but have paused the course to try to figure out my health!