I just felt compelled tp reply to your post even though I'm new, I'm sooo sorry to hear about
all your issues that you raised, and I'm sorry I can't offer you any kind of advice as I'm based in the uk, I feel that your doing a really remarkable thing in that your standing up for what you believe in, despite the fact that you have a whole load of personal issues as well, bloody good on you !!!!
Just as a thought, you mentioned about
a neighbour helping as well, but what about
the community as a whole ?? I don't know how you all feel on here but community has been seriously lacking over the years!!! I feel like we' ve all become quite isolatory but thankfully in the uk, things are slowly beginning to change, more monies from local and national government is becoming available and it's about
Sorry for my little rant there !!!
I think that you sound like one he'll of a gutsy guy who is doing his dam best, what more can you ask for !!!! Your entitled to have rants,express your opinion etc but please don't beat yourself up !!! Your only human.
You sound to me like a good bloke with a good mntal attitude towards life, good morals, values etc and a very solid loving family.
This forum seems to me to be a good place to vent off, and judging by peoples comments, a very supportive.
By the way I love your very English statement about
having a nice cup of tea !!!! Lol !!! I love my tea, people call me the teapot. !!! But alas at the mo, can't drink as much of it as I'd like !!!!
I hope that I haven't offended you as you don't know me, but my reply basically is keep your chin up me old mukka !!! As we say !!! But don't feel bad when you can't !!!! Have a nice cup of tea!!!!