Would you like someone to professional take over the responsibility for a while so you don't have to worry about
what every symptom means and carry the huge emotional load yourself? Because, if so, you might actually be happier in hospital. I know that sounds weird, but it really can be a relief to say "I need help; please take over" and not to have to PRETEND and put on a happy face and just let someone else take over the responsibility for a while.
Or is it "I'm really unhappy; I'd like to talk about
it"; or "I am worried about
my mental health"; or "my bowel is spooking me", or something else?
Cry, by all means, but if you can have one or two key messages, that might help the doctor a lot.
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