So I have been fighting my fistula's again. It's the worse it has ever been and I now have an abcsess in my outer lady parts. I have never felt such a horrific pain. The doctor added a third seton a week ago that isn't working and yesterday he jabbed me with a large needle to draw a culture.
I am wondering what I have done in life to deserve this horrible condition. Normally I am so proud of myself because I think I handle it pretty well but lately I am just in so much pain and so uncomfortable it feels like torture. So, what have I done in life to deserve to feel like this and to have my life disrupted? I haven't killed anyone, I never cheated on anyone or stole. I will give you that I can be a major B!*@H when I am in a lot of pain and my poor husband generally gets the brunt of it but is that enough to deserve this level of pain?
Does anyone else ever feel like this?
Diagnosed with Crohn's when I was 19.
Small Bowel Resuction in 1993 and 2001.
Currently battling a fistula.
Taking Humira and Asacol.