Hey VeroWG, welcome to the forum! This is a pretty old thread (about
four years old), and some of these people aren't on here anymore. It might be easier if you "post a new topic" that people who are current on the forum could easily see and respond to.
I am so sorry about
what you're going through, though. I had c. diff. 8 times over a period of about
four years, so I know what you're going through.
"For this thing I besought the Lord thrice that it depart from me. He said, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities; I take pleasure in infirmities, reproaches, necessities, persecutions, distresses, for when I am weak, then am I strong" 2 Cor