I just realized that I am smiling today. I am enjoying music. I feel like helping people on this forum. I am anxious to see my husband after work. I am happy.
Things are by no means perfect or all fixed, but I wanted to write about being happy. I can't wallow in the down side forever. I like that I found me again and that I feel more like my old self.
I may just go out and by myself some new clothes or something fun tonight -- ooo maybe those new laundry baskets I wanted. Or even better....more baking equipment. Oooo I may even do up a fancy cake just for no reason.