I'm in remmision free from anal abbsesess and fistules THANK GODD and i recently had a colnoscopy.Everything is fine they told me it's great.I personaly asked if i had new stupid stuff to worry about
and they said no.A few weeks later i found the ( list that was written after i got out of hospital idk what it's called in English) on my dad's desk and i swipped it just to read it.You know i'm nosy :D :D aaaaand everything looked perfecly fine.I was just about
to put the list back and i read something terryfing!!!!In the appearance section where they write about
how you look how much you weigh and how tall you are etc. there was a sentence saying "with an unactive perianal fistule" ANDDDDD I FLIPPPEDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Like litterally i was shaking!I still am...I had seen the past and last fistule all healed and there wasn't anything left of it!And they didn't tell me about
any new ones.Even my parents don't know because they weren't with me at the hospital and even if they knew they would of told me!!They tell me everything.What if it's just for the paper?I also read that i was on 40 ml of Humira while i am actually on 20 ml so what if it's not true!I don't want to live in a constant fear knowing that there is still something that may become active over time and why would peeps lie to me about
it ???? I was fine untill i read the list i wish i haven't :( :( some advice on if it may be true or smthing ....
Post Edited (texikka) : 12/29/2014 12:27:27 PM (GMT-7)