i was so scared becasue i woke up fully last time and it was jsut a horrible experience. well i am very hard to sedate. i told the nurses what was up and they waid they would try the best they could. so they give me some fentanly for the pain and some versed for the lalaland. .... nothing.... more meds... nothing.... more meds....starting to feel a liiiiiiiiittle relaxed but nothing really. they told me that they had given me the max dosage (200 mg which i guess iis insanely high they told me) and couldnt give me anymore so i said just start. the good thing was that i was relaxed so it wasnt as bad as the first one and they talked me thru it, even the parts that hurt. funny thing is i watched the whole thing and i never did that before. so all in all it wasnt that bad and i worried for nothing i guess, although i would have been more comfortable being knocked out more.
im a little worried tho becasue they took biopsies and now i have to wait a week to see what they say becasue the doc didnt come out to talk after. he was running very late. i guess ill just have to cool my heels and wait, im SO not a patient person.
so thank you to those who offered your support before the procedure from my last post, i really apprecieate it.
so thats my story