it wasnt AS bad as i thought it was going to be. the proctofoam hurt SO bad tho, given 2
open fissures and hemmies i should probably have expected it.
i really thought doing the enema was going to be harder. but it was already lubed up and i layed down and did it. it burned but not for very long. now only 3 more weeks to go!
anyhow im proud of myself that i did it and i thought id share. it was extremely unpleasant but what isnt these days!