Posted 10/5/2007 2:31 AM (GMT -6)
so, there have been many layoffs at work and us office girls were being targeted next. they were going to lay off the last girl hired on, who is a 60 something y/o widow and not that great with computer skills. she's just for starters, my boss ran the m/e numbers and they were down like 35-40%. i have worked for a land surverying/civil engineering company for 6 years now, through the decline in the housing market we have been affected directly. i might also mention the owner is past retirement age. well, i voulunteerd to take the lay off rather than canning the other girl. the owner has agreed to pay for my health insurance for the next 6 months, if not the next year. i figure this is a good opportunity for me to de-stress from work (i work with someone that gets me so upset i shake at work) and the everyday stress of "am i even going to havea job tomorrow?" and also the long commute i have, which i drive 250/week just to get to and from work. and with me not knowing what is going on with my guts, and if i do go in for surgery (my gi once again said it's inevitable), i won't have the stress of work to haunt me and really give me time to recoup. so, none of you know me, i will take all criticism! am i being a baby about my crohn's? if you were given the opportunity would you take it?
gee, i wonder why i went to bed at 11pm with 2 trazodone but woke up at 3am!? besides a massive life transition, add some pains, wake up in a panic from a lucid dream ...i have lovely prednisone. thank you prednisone for once again waking me up at this god awful hour!