so right now i am on medicade and i was so excited becasue i am able to work about
2 days a week. the docs say to take it slow and only do about
that much and becasue its subsititute teaching its not a steady job. and my parents just decided that since i am working i should start to pay rent which i dont blame them for at all, i should contribute. but i called my caseworker to find out how much money i can make and its ridiculously low, it would be equal to the amount that i would be paying my parents for rent. but i need to do that in order to stay on any state health plan they have. so now i have an appt with a different caseworker to get on a different health plan on monday and this is all so stupid and complicated. i need this medical insurance like we all do what with all the doc visits and meds and my current caseworker yelled at me on the phone and said now he has to lok into my case and its possible that it will be cancelled. and it can take up to 2 months to get this other plan.
i just dont need this right now, i have too much going on health wise its just another thing i have to worry about and im just so upset by this. i try to contribute to society and get back out into the world for the first time in 2 years and this is what it gets me.
ok im done. i just needed to get this all out and i know i can do it here. you are all so supportive and i really apprecieate it so, so much you have no idea. so thank you