I thought when I heard the word Remission from my doctor I'd be overjoyed. Instead I have anxiety, nightmares, can't sleep. He said we should use this window of time to get pregnant. Also something I thought I'd be so happy to hear. I feel alone. I feel everything on my shoulders. I'm scared out of my mind. I don't feel like I can depend on anyone except myself - and I don't feel like I can handle my own problems anymore.
I just made an appointment with a counselor via EAP and I hope they can help me.