Ok, you gotta hear this one. I was struggling with insomnia, and on this forum till about 1:00AM. When I finally fell asleep I had this crazy dream. I dreamt that I was stuck in one of those garden mazes of hedges. I'm sure there's a name for those, but I don't know what it is called...like the kid who was running through in The Shining, remember?
Anyway, I was running as fast as I could, desperately trying to find a way out. All of you were there with me...Gachrons, Krysta, crazy harry, Sarita...all of you regulars! People were sitting at informational booths that said things like, "Remicade, Imuran, Probiotics, Makers Diet, Prednisone, etc. I finally stopped running and everyone came over to me, and I said, "You don't understand, I was once healthy and free..how did I get stuck in this crazy maze? If I got in here, then why can't I find the way OUT of here??? Gachrons gave me a hug (thanks for that!) and said, "You have to accept it, there is no way out, but we're all here." I started running away again, bumping into walls along the way, saying I just want to go home....and then I woke up!
So what do you think? Am I going completely insane???? Here's to hoping for a CURE, and I wish you that happiest possible Thanksgiving. I for one am thankful for all of your lifesaving support. Much love, GUMBY
48 yr. old female, diagnosed with Crohn's Sept-Oct. 2007