well be incontact with him since sunday but we usually text and call each other everyday anyway so thats nothing new i think he realised what he said to me when he got home on sunday everything he has in his house i put there!!!!!!!!!!!
i guess we all get the blues and when im depressed everyone around us gets depressed as well it cant be easy watching the ones you love in pain!!!!!!!!
specially when the disease is incurable and its a chronic disease at that!!!!!
when im well i travel down to his but i have not been able to do that for a few months at least when uve been together for 4 years and you are apart it does affect your mood we hate being apart from each other but he has his job down there and ive got kelly my daughter up here who has got special needs hes realised now what it would mean to him if he lost me hmmmmmmmm he must of woke up and smelt the coffee lol.
as for myself i take one day at a time i dont plan ahead ever as you all know the disease is unpredictable so for now we are back together like we have always been now he wants to buy me an engagment ring for xmas something ill have to think long and hard about as ive been married 2x.Now im looking forward to xmas as its going to be the same as its been for the past 4 years my partner up here with his son and my daughter my mum and myself all things going well maybe he just needed to blow a fuse so to speak but truly thanks for your support at the weekendxxxxxxxxxx