Dang I am in a bad spot, am I in a flare? seems so. Already swore off chocolate, now it looks like my weekly treat of Sonic has to go too.
Seriously, what if I run out of food I can eat? about all I have left is Tyson nuggets and sandwiches, and I am so sick of sandwiches.
I sit here crying because I don't want to go to bed. I have had diarrhea all day. It finally shut up and if I go to sleep, I'll have to start all over in the morning.
For this year, I have been going to work 45 mins sometimes an hour early. Whenever I could get out the door, that way I wouldn't be trapped at home when it's 9am and I'd be on time. So, I haven't been late and I've done really well. Then, the past 2 weeks, I was late 4 times and I have a coworker raising cane that "where is Katie? she's late again!"
I get it, I do, but what are you supposed to do when you sit down and it starts pouring out. Then, you cannot leave the bathroom for like 2 hours because all that D keeps coming out.
I was doing pretty good most days, now it's all went to h*ll.
I HATE the colcort, cannot take mesalamine. Colcort makes my rectum throb and the gas traps so much more in that left side all night.
I just want to scream, seems like once I had my period this month all I have done since is poop. The dumping syndrome has really been working overtime, so much bile coming out too.
Thanks if you read this, guess I have to give in and go to bed, thank goodness I don't work mondays.