hi, sorry to hear it was positive for CF, although as previously said things can be fine and im sure your used to the routines by now and coping just fine :) you'l always have times when you want to cry about
it, as a parent it must be difficult, my mom was terrible for it she always blamed herself, eventhough there was no way she could have known, none of this is your fault these things just come along to test us, when your daughter gets older it would be wise to give her some controll, but always pay attention, i had controll but was sure there was nothing wrong with me so didnt do any of my physio or take my medication for a long time, it was only when i became ill that i realised i needed to be doing something about
it. your daughter will always need your help and support but she will come to you of her own choice :)
as for your husband, maybe he is miserable with you when you cry, but this is probabilly cos he doesn't know how to show is emotion/frustration with the situation, you have all rights to get upset and should probabilly talk to your husband about how your feeling.
take care xxx