i know and your right about not having to prove to my bf, and everything else yall said, however it was just important to me. i know it doesnt make sense on why the miscarriage is even affecting me cuz i woulda had to get an abortion ne wayz doctors orders, but yet theres something inside me that tells me i woulda made it ya no and they told me most likely it woulda been a girl. my entire life ive dreamed of having a baby girl of my own. i guess in away of knowing it woulda been a girl is what hurts. i dont know. everything will be ok just like everything else that has happened this last few years, itll pass, ya no. Well i really cant write much more. i still dont feel very well. im going to my docs monday maybe im coming down with something again.
Thanks for the support and yall take care
have a great healthy weekend