Hello Butterfly_eyes and welcome to HW! Feel free to ask questions galore, there will be someone here to help you out. Do you have a support system (family members)?
Here is a great site that has a plethora of information that I found very helpful when I needed some answers (just copy/paste the url in your browser):
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss