I am so happy when I read your replies to this post. The love and commitment I had with this man is as fresh today as it was the day I met him. I am so glad that you felt the genuine meaning of the way I feel in my heart. To know that it brought so many of you joy and rejuvenation in your relationships makes my heart smile.
As in one of your posts you said that " a love like that transcends time" how true that is
and how selfish and unthinking we can be sometimes when we question the love that we feel down inside that we sometimes can take for granted without really knowing it.
My NY resolution is too really look into myself and realize that I have a chance to make things right if I really want to. I have always thought this but I have to say after I saw my sister and the love between she and my brotherinlaw, it made me realize that the person I hurt the most is the one God meant me for.
It is unfortunate that seeing my sister and being part of her life for a couple weeks made the decision to follow through on the promise that I should have kept the last 4 years. Not only is a promise to God but a promise to myself to be with the one person that I cant live without.
One day I hope to be his wife. In my heart, that is more than anything to aim for.
Keep the love in heart and soul and you feel the love that I convey in this post, Thank God for them and never let them go!!!!
God Bless All of You