Just got back from my psychiatrist visit. The second I walked into her room and closed the door I began to cry. She immediatly noticed that I was also shaking and we talked about
what's been going on since our last visit two weeks ago when she upped my cymbalta. I told her about
my non stop thinking about
my ex and how I can't stop thinking about
the day we broke up over and over and it even leaks into my dreams and how I have been having the urge to wash my hands after I touch anything. So she says I have Bipolar 2 which I already knew, but wasn't accepting it. So we decrease the cymablta by 30 mil, add limectal and someone other one that acts faster until the Limectal kicks in, and I go back to see her in two weeks.
Man I hope this does the trick, because I know if I went any longer feeling this way I would end up back in the hospiital and I want to start my classes in two weeks. That is if everything works out in my favor.
So that's the deal for now. Thanks to those who gave me support. I'm glad I'm here.