I know I'm depressed. It is hard for me to focus on my hobbies. I just want to sleep all the time. I'm so frustrated.
Last night I had this dream that was a mix of some movies and cartoons... but in it a bunch of zombies came back to life and I had to fight them off with a sword. It sounds like I just watch to many movies if it wern't for the fact that I was thinking about trying to ignore spirits before I went to sleep and how oddly gross and bothersome the dream was...
I'm not afraid of it... I'm more afraid of what it can do to me, like not give me any rest or disturb me or potentially startle me... not that the last part is likely, but there is kinda a suspense.
I don't know. I just want peace at work, a girl that cares about me, not to feel so much pressure... some success in life. I have to struggle for everything. I'm tired.