Hi all just to let you know I am still alive and kicking I know most of you don’t know me but that’s ok. I hope that my story might give someone hope because I know how dark it gets when all hope seems lost, when there is just emptiness,struggel and frustration filling the days of your life.
Life has been interesting I have been pushed out of all comfort zones the past few weeks for those who know my story and it has been hard at times but I am slowly changing learning new ways finding answers I have been looking for, pieces al of a sudden fit. I think I have changed and learned more about myself the past few weeks than I have my entire life and its been from the weirdest sources, I have even found God again we still have a few issues to sort but I am finding faith be it somewhat fragile.
Finding hope that all the events in my life bad and good have and still is preparing me shaping my character for something good somewhere, that these events had meaning that they were really blessings they nearly killed me but now that I can see beyond the darkness I can see that they will help me someday be the person I was born to be, free from this depression that still engulfs me every now and then when I least expect it.
So to all out there who feel lost alone and hopeless hang in there don’t give up when you least expect it life will show you the way.
((((((Hugs to all)))))))))))