Hi Akram...Welcome back.
First of all, why are you worried about
anyone describing you as stupid. You are not stupid, and no one here would describe you as that.
Second, you keep saying you are bored...what about
a hobby of some sort? What do you like to do that could keep up your time, and make it so you are not so constnantly bored. I dont' know what you are into, so it's hard for me to give suggestions!
I think you really need to speak to a therapist about
all the thoughts going on in your head. You certainly do need someone to talk to you. There is no question about
Coming here can help you too, as there are always friendly people ready to listen to a vent, and offer up some advice.
If you are sleeping so much, that is definatley a problem that needs looked into. I know you are saying you don't like doctors, no one does, but you are going to have to swallow your pride and go. Sleeping 48 straight hours is not normal.
Please, continue to post and get support here, and at the same time, look to your doctors for some help too. You can't do this alone!
Wishing you all the best.
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