Oh confused, my heart goes out to you. You have been through so much and it doesn't look like an end is in sight. You are in a tough spot in that they are paying for everything.....but if you think of how high the price is that YOU are paying to them, it is just chilling.
It may take you longer to get your degree, but I feel you need to get out of there, stay with a friend and get a job to pay for school yourself. You'd better prepare yourself for what they will do to try to manipulate you again. (My dad wrote me out of the will when I wouldn't do things his way....he later put me back in once the sting of what I had done went away). He didn't understand that I just didn't care about the money, I didn't want his money or belongings, I wanted his support.
Please, speak to someone...Karen made a good point that your grandma was a rock for you last time.
cervical fusion 2006, with great result
L4-5 surgery with cages, plates, and screws in 2005, I have continued pain
MEDS: Fentanyl patch, Norco, Celexa, trazodone, and Parafon Forte
To handle yourself, use your head...to handle others, use your heart
I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, act like everything is perfect, and pretend its not hurting me.