thanks. i'm hoping that i don't gain to much weight. i tried abilify when i was in the hospital and it made me feel funny. I'm not terribly bummed about
school. I have a plan B. I'm looking for a job and then I'll go back to my old university, Lesley University in Cambridge, MA, and finish up my degree there. It makes the most sense to me.
Another goal is to buy myself a new horse. I know that that might seem costly, but I am interested in adopting a PMU foal. (pregnant mare urine) They often times go off to slaughter. They cost from 500-900, i can pay it off slowly. My car is on the road and now I just have to get myself moving.
I feel so much better than I did two weeks ago. I rarely think about my ex, and when I do it's not because I miss him. It's because I can now see how badly he used me. I went on a date with someone yesterday and I just wasn't really interested. I think I've reached that plateau of wanting to be single and enjoying MY life for a while. I need to get reaquainted with myself. I'm loving life, what a change from last year with two attempted suicides.
It takes a team to get us back to good. I never really consider the work my doctors have done. I must remember to thank them when I see them next.