I'm starting to spiral down again. I don't want to, but I don't have the strength or energy to stop. It's almost comforting, like slipping into a nice warm bed and pulling all of the covers over my head or sliding into a nice warm bubble bath and closing my eyes. It feels so close and familar. I had plans to hang out with a friend of mine tonight, but the weather is nasty here again. The roads are covered with ice, so I'm staying put instead. I also have plans for Super Bowl Sunday with some other friends of mine. But, right now, I just feel completely alone and unloved. I had started dating a nice, decent guy, but come to find out he's so wrapped up in figuring out what he wants to do with his life, that I don't think he has any interest in any type of relationship. So, I'm bummed and feeling empty and a little depressed. Thanks for listening.