I know that it must be hard to go back on meds after such a long period without them.
I have been taking meds for what seems like forever. I had to go through many different ones until I found what worked for me. But believe me, it was worth it. I am actuallly happier than I have ever been in life. I hope you have what works for you.
Have a great day,
fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, clinically depressed and allergies