Oh Teresa, I really feel for you. I wish that you weren't feeling so bad right now. But let those tears come, it is healthy to cry and normal to feel sad. I pray that your dream will come true. Life is funny, you never know what is around the corner.
Funny thing when you said that you would like to wish everybody a happy valentine's day but you can't . Well do you realize when you said that, you just did?
We are here for you so remember that. Post whenever you feel the need. We are here to listen, and we will help you get through the hard days.
You have experienced something that not everybody gets to have, cherrish the memories.