Teresa - I am willing to bet he thinks of you, too, around this time of year. He proposed, he has to have memory of that day.
I am curious, though, have you told him how you still feel about
him? You don't say how long it has been since you parted ways, but time has a way of healing things and perhaps the two of you could sit down and talk now that the emotions of what happened aren't as raw. Hey, you never know until you try, and perhaps he has been wanting to talk with you, too, but hasn't had the nerve.
cervical fusion 2006
L4-5 surgery with cages, plates, and screws in 2005
MEDS: Fentanyl patch, Norco, Celexa, trazodone, and baclofen
To handle yourself, use your head...to handle others, use your heart
I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, act like everything is perfect, and pretend its not hurting me.