I think confused has said it perfectly. She definitely knows what she is talking about because she is going through so much herself right now. Trying to find things that distract you may be helpful....and I know talking to someone and coming here will help a lot, just knowing you aren't alone in this battle is a wonderful feeling.
Good for you, confused, you are sounding stronger every time you post!
cervical fusion 2006
L4-5 surgery with cages, plates, and screws in 2005
MEDS: Fentanyl patch, Norco, Celexa, trazodone, and baclofen
To handle yourself, use your head...to handle others, use your heart
I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, act like everything is perfect, and pretend its not hurting me.