What makes me feel worthy is knowing I have raised 3 wonderful children to young adulthood....The love for and from my grandchild...Knowing that I touch some people's lives while coming here...My education that I paid for myself...And the success I have become with my job. I may not directly touch someone's life like their doctor or nurse does, but I type up those doctor's reports and if they mis-state a medication dosage, I look into it and correct it and save them from being overdosed somewhere down the line, then I have touched their life without them knowing it....My dogs and rabbits make me feel worthy knowing that they depend on me.
My depression makes me feel worthless, my pain makes me feel worthless...sometime I make MYSELF feel worthless with my thoughts
cervical fusion 2006
L4-5 surgery with cages, plates, and screws in 2005
MEDS: Fentanyl patch, Norco, Celexa, trazodone, and baclofen
To handle yourself, use your head...to handle others, use your heart
I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, act like everything is perfect, and pretend its not hurting me.