I think I've reached a point in which I dont even know what to do anymore. I can't stop crying. My family makes me so depressed that I can't stand it anymore. I feel so hopeless I really hit a new low. I dont want to do any of my schoolwork anymore, I'm falling behind, i work way more that I can even handle between that and school.
I felt like being spontaneous...I just spent a bunch of money on train tickets to go away for the weekend, but I'm scheduled to work. Now I'm terrified to death to go in and ask my boss if I can have the weekend off because what if she's says no? I'll lose my money and my friends will be relaly mad at me for bailing out. I dont even know what to say...what should I say?
I'm so scared now of losing my job and/or failing one or more classes at school. I just wonder sometimes what happened to me....
I dont know what happiness is or feels like, and if I do, I don't remember at all. I'm stuck where I'm at and I have no way of getting out of anything. I need help.