Again today I have not felt well and my son actually doesnt feel well either. I am going to try to contact my doc here in my city tomorrow.
I have been in tears most of the day. I bought two little aquatic frogs about 3 years ago. I know this may sound silly to some but one smallest frog, alby died in my hands this morning. I have two of them alby and crazy legs and now crazy legs just sits at the bottom of the fishbowl I have them in until I can figure out why alby died. My shark also died but I was not close to him.
I know I may seem a little immature but my pets are the only thing I have besides my kids that love and depend on me.When it comes to losing something it is devasting.
I did find a job in the paper that I am going to apply for, it has me written all over it, that made me happy. I have discovered that I must go to work, well or not because I will not make it even here at this rent, financially.
I am torn between emotions and I dont think that is helping anything. I am also sad about babytiger, I will miss her caring words.
Just seems like I am in a nightmare and I cant get out, I just wish that I could talk to someone who understands my sadness, not my therapist but someone close enough to me that they can feel the pain I am feeling.
Tomorrow is a whole new day, right?