Do you think that thinking about
death has anything to do with panic or anxiety? I have a friend with anxiety issues and she is always thinking that she is going to die. I tell her, heck, dieing is the easy part, I struggle with living. Or is it other people that you worry about
. If you have bad anxiety you should check out the A/P forum, if you haven't already. You might find some helpful things there.
I am sorry that you couldn't find any flowers like you like. I have daffodils all over my yard, but too much snow for them to come up right now. Like I say I love the hiacynths for the fragrance. It is so fresh. Some daffs are fragrant, there are so many different kinds though and I get them all mixed up. LIke jaunquils and I can't remember the others, sorryLOL. I hate when i can't remember a word.
I also like crocus too. Tulips are some of my favorites. I still use my greenhouses in the summer, I love going out there with all of the wonderful smells. I have this plant called heliotrope that smells like baby powder. Have you ever heard of it? I wintered it over and think it will make it until I can put it back in the greenhouse. The flowers are purple. There are masses of them that make one big bloom. I also love herbs, such as rosemary and basil. Also lavender and sage. I like them all.
I hope that your day goes better.
Luv and hugs, Karen
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies