i feel like i messed up though. my friend said that she wanted to stay at his house instead of mine cause she didn't want to give me the wrong idea. and her best friend told me that she's not ready for a relationship. and i went for it anyway like an idiot. everything just felt right.
for some reason i can't move on. i still really have a lot of feelings for her.
and i was planning on going down to see her, but now she doesn't think its a good idea. i asked her why, and she said personal reasons.
i don't know what to do. i have nothing to look forward to in life. i was looking forward to graduating, but now it means nothing.
Post Edited (slott) : 3/7/2008 9:46:10 PM (GMT-7)