I think you all are right. I'm never going to meet anyone online again (not even with a friend). He lives in FL and he wanted to meet me when I went down there for grad school. Also, I'm never sending pictures of myself anymore. I can't trust people out there anymore. I regret I sent pictures to him. I regret it very much. I just felt good about
myself after he told me that I was hot. It made me feel better. But I realized it's not worth it if he's going to treat me like this now. I cried almost all day yesterday because I was so hurt with that joke he played on me and how he's treating me now. I feel (just as I did with my ex) that it's my fault. Well I'm never talking to him again. Now that he has a girlfriend he won't talk to me. I thought him and I were friends...I guess not. Do you think part of the reason I think it's my fault these guys are not talking to me is because of my low self-esteem? Am I falling for bad guys because of my low self-esteem? Should I tell my therapist what happened with this guy I met online? I'm supposed to see him on Friday. How do I prevent myself from falling for another guy like this again? I'm so scared. I want to work on raising my self-esteem but I don't know what to do.
Post Edited (confusedgirl22) : 3/11/2008 9:38:13 AM (GMT-6)