I have to agree with Shy. You should not drink while taking anti depressants. Not only could you have seizures, but, you are taking anti depressants to fight depression and alcohol causes depression. So you are defeating the cause of the anti deressant.
Also alcohol causes people to lose their inhabitions. You have been struggling with that also. So in my opinion you would be defeating two causes if you drink.
But also as Shy says, contact your doctor and get his/her opinion. Though I am sure that they will most likely advise against it.
I hope that you can understand our concern for you, you have come a long way since you first come on the forum and we don't want to see you destroy that with alcohol.
Luv and hugs, Karen