Unfortunately if I dont buy a car soon, this one will break down again and I dont have money to fix it, I put 450 dollars into it a little over a month ago and that was my downpayment, so needless to say not only do I not have a down payment, I cant find a car that I can afford, so I wish I could wait to buy but I am petrified that something else is going to go wrong woth it before I sell it.
I have nothing but salesman try to take advantage of me being s woman and it just makes me more depressed that I have to do this alone.
Time with my son has been good but stressful. With me being sleepy so much, he and I dont spend alot of time together. Tonight we are meeting my oldest daughter for dinner in Louisville. I really dont have the money to spend but I cant tell her that, it would embarass me. I know she is my daughter and she would understand but I cant do that. Hopefully there are specials that arent expensive.
As far as the swing, it is freezing here so we really cant without getting sick again.
Well, here goes another day, havent heard about my job either, I am sure that I have been black-balled by the school and they will not hire me, another reason to feel depressed and worthless.
Sometimes I feel that I will never be happy, I mean really happy.