I am really sorry that you are feeling so down and dont really know why. I get that way most times and its frustrating. Unlike you tho I am tired of the winter and the darkness and look forward to spring and summer. I have a friend who told me that summer and light makes her feel down so I guess you are not alone.
Dont feel bad for leaving the job. You were not comfortable because of the cliques. It does get that way sometimes. I am only 47 and I feel tired most times. I just started a job and I find that I am so tired and look forward to the days off. I am in training for 4 weeks then I will only do 3 days per week and I am wishing the 4 weeks away.
The good news is that you are in good health. Do you have friends or close family? I find that one does not enjoy summer when one is alone. I get very lonely especially during this time as i dont have family and only a couple friends who are very busy with their own lives. In fact I lead a very boring life and I dont know if much would change even if I win the lottery.
All the best to you and I hope you feel better soon.
Clinical depression, Panic disorder, GERD, Sciatica
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