I am sorry that I had to edit your post but it was becoming unappropriate. We have youngsters that read the forum and members as young as 13, so I didn't think that it would be appropriate for them to read. As always you can send me email on things that you have questions on, but not that type on the forum. I am sure that you can understand.
You are an adult, so I can't say whether or not you should be acting this way, but I do worry that you are setting yourself up for more problems. You shouldn't lead somebody on and then say that it wont happen. If you know what I mean. You could end up getting raped, or even killed. Maybe I am going to extremes, but to me this is not appropriate behavior for somebody who doesn't even know the other person. But I am not here to judge, this is just my opinion. I really think that you need to talk to your counselor about
these things, they seem to be a major factor of your behavioral problems.
As for your exfriend, I think that she threatened before a restraining order, so I don't think that you should call her anymore. You don't want to lose your priveliges of going to grad school.
I believe you are pulling way too much unnecessary drama into your life right now. You should be focusing on your studies, I know how important school is to you. You don't want to mess it up. So please think twice before you do things. I care about
you so much and I don't want to see you get hurt.
Luv and hugs, Karen
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies