Just think, you have summer to make any decisions about school. Find yourself a job and go from there. You have options. You are very fortunate that you can choose what it is that you want to do. Follow your heart and you will know what that is when the time comes.
Life is going to go on no matter what you decide to do. I really think that getting a job is a good idea. I think that it would be good for you also. Then you will get a better sense of what you want to do with school. Sometimes you have to take things one day at a time.
You will be making new friends when you go back to school. If those girls couldn't handle your moods then maybe they weren't such good friends afterall. They said that you are never going to change. I know that you have changed and that you will continue to. So when you get back to school, focus on learning. It is so important to put that first. When you have time to socialize, you will have made new friends. So this will all work out for you. All you have to do is try. Look what you have been through and then look at all the oppertunity that you still have. Now is the time to go for it, but one day at a time. Or it will get too stressful.
I know that you can face all of this. Put a little faith in yourself to do the right things. You can do this.
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