I too want to welcome you the the forum,we are very glad that you found us.
Wow,it sounds like you have been through so much in your life.. And have been fighting the Big D since a very young age... I agree with Darren that the miscarriage is what probably triggered the depression,along with the hormones of being pregnant...
I know that you want help now,and I am sorry that they can't get you into the doctor until then..but, for now we will be here for you and will try to help you the best we can.
Take it one day at a time,and as far as your husband...can he go to the doctor with you? Then maybe he will hear the other side and be able to help you more.
Or you can print some of these out and just hand them to him...ones that do not have depression really don't know how to deal with us.www.rd.com/content/how-to-cope-with-a-depressed-spouse/www.marriagebuilders.com/graphic/mbi5014_qa.html www.mental-health-matters.com/articles/article.php?artid=526
Chronic Depression, Panic Attacks,Anxiety Attacks,Anorexia
Please remember,I am not a professional..I am just a person who is also fighting depression.