Hi there Todd and Welcome to HealingWell,
I am so glad thatyou have found us and I really hope that you find all the love and support you need here. We are like one big family here and we all support each other. You may find that by helping to support someone else, you can help yourself in the process.
I too think that you might benifit from an increase in meds but also from some form of therapy (possibly something that includes your wife as well). Please keep posting and talking to us and more importantly, talk to your wife about how you feel. Make her feel like she is being incuded rather than being shut out.