today was another hectic day. worked around my house and played with my son. I have found that I am doing a great deal of procastonating lately. I dread doing everything. I have been experencing this for awhile. I find that the things I am afraid to deal with, haunts me and I get really depressed.
My car is another thing. I did all the paperwork that they needed from me but they are ignoring me now!! I really wish God would send me someone that can taKe my side in thisa nightmare, this is a time where I do feel truly alone and wish someone could be strong for me so that I could finally take a deep breathe and not dread my life right now.
I just feel really anxious lately almost schizophrenic. I dont know if I can wait to see my doctor, I am truly feeling like the people I love the most and the ones that I really need right now are not here and dont care. I know you guys do but it is different because I am here and you guys are there.
Thanks for caring about me you know that I honor that friendship, I just am so tired of being afraid and depressed.