Don't be sorry, that is what we are here for, I find many times that if I just come here and post that I feel better. I hope that it is working for you too.
It takes a long time to get disability. If it has been three years, you are getting close. The system is so far behind at this time. If he gets disability, he should get medicaide too. That will take care of your doctor, hospital and medications. So that is just a matter of time.
Are you getting any counseling? You should be, you have a lot on your plate right now. There has to be something that you can do about
your son's behavior. He needs some kind of help too. You just don't go around physically abusing people and get away with it. You could talk to somebody about
that too. I mean in the terms of counseling. This just isn't right. So check into some counseling for yourself. You deserve to have an outlet with all that is going on. There are many free of charge places for that too. You just need some resources. I will look for numbers for you to call.
I hope that you can get a few minutes to relax and get away from it all. You deserve some peace of mind. Even if it isn't for very long. Just coming here helps me, being able to talk about
things and feeling safe with
opening up and just letting it all out. And people here are not judgemental at all. They just want to help.
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies