I am currently having a rough time. I am going through stuff which i do not understand. I will give my story. I few days I was talking to my parents on the phone and we were talking anout my sister coming home. I live in Maryland, sister in Florida and family in PA. Well anyways, My sister is PA from yesterday till Friday. I have not seen my sister in about 1 1/2 years we may not talk a lot but i still would like to see her. So asked my parents if it is ok if i came up thursday night to say hi. I was pretty much told no, brcause this is my sister's time and that i should understand. Then i was told that they just say me in the beginning of March, my parents came down here because i was sick and I was in the hospital with an infection. I really did not spend time with them when they were here, because I was so filled up with meds.. Then i was also told that I lived in PA for a 1 1/2 last year I moved to Maryland in October. I did not live with my parents at this time either and i did not see them everyday when I lived There. what gets me is they say those things to me when Years ago my sister lived in PA and lived far away. Same thing but there was years difference. And a couple years ago when a hurricane hit florida where my sister lives my parents went down for two weeks. I am not saying that they do not love me, I know they do, but why do I feel like I am the second born and the 2nd one to be loved. Please help I really need advice, my husband is no help what so ever( that is a whole other issue in itself).