I am sending (((((((((HUGS)))))))))) your way. I know that it is frustrating suffering with depression, especially when you can't do the things that you enjoy. Can I ask what your chronic illness is. I suffer with fibromyalgia, and it is horrible. You never know what you will be able to do from one day to the next. Or how much pain and fatigue you will have to deal with.
I hope for you better days.
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies