First of all, nobody has forgotten you. We have all been wondering how you have been doing. It is very exciting to be able to hear from you. Thanks for checking in. I have read a lot of your posts and I know how you have struggled.
Please don't think of yourself as worthless. We all go what you are going through, not exactly but we all have the same feelings that you have. And believe me, it isn't fun. But don't dispair, things will get better.
Life is full of these bumps in the road, the feeling of being worthless and the fatigue of trying and trying over and over again. But as life goes on, you learn to accept the difficult times and it does get easier. I was feeling really down today and then when I came to the forum, I felt better. But honestly I must say, I need to learn to take my own advice. I need to cheer up too. So I know it is easier said than done. But I try to look for something positive in every day. It is there, but we have to recognise it. And sometimes we really have to struggle to see it. But you and I can find that and turn things around. So let's not give up. Keep posting and I know that we can help you to see that you are a wonderful kind person and you are a lot stronger than you think.
So let's both try to keep things on a positive note and cheer eachother up today. I hope that your day gets better and that you feel better.