Im sorry you feel this way. I was wondering, have you talked to anyone about
the violent relationship you were in? I dont know, but maybe that plays a part in your feelings. Have you tried talking to your bf about
everything? Telling him that you feel as if you are really in love with him, but you have other feelings as well. I am not sure of the siutation you are in, but I think that is what I would do. I just think relationships should be about
honesty and trust. I think you should be honest to your bf about
how you feel and tell him you want to work on it because you do really love him. Are you going to counseling by yourself, I mean, have you tried a couple's therapy? Maybe that couple help some.
Like I said before, I am not good with relationships myself because they scare me and things have happened previously and.....other things... but Im good with people and logic. I dont know if any of this will help you, I wish I could do more. I am only giving my opinion based on what I know...
Sorry I couldnt be of more help. I really hope the counseling begins to help you. I want you to be happy! Take care
"Healing is an energy phenomenon. Hope is another
word for Healing.
"Cracks in the concrete are just reminders that you fall apart
no matter how strong you are"
"Sometimes it is best to forget what you feel and remember what you deserve"
"Im going to
smile like nothing is wrong, talk like everything is perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend its not hurting me."